Sparks?
Posted: Friday, 2 January 2009 Filed under: Circle of Life, Disconcerting 4 CommentsHey…
How’s your evening?
You’re trying so hard to understand him, and I’m trying even harder to understand you…
And right now I feel like I don’t have the guts to tell you anything…
What the hell is wrong with me?!
But… do I really need to tell you anything?
Don’t you get it already?
I feel like I want to beat myself up!
There’s so much about you that I don’t know… so much more that I want to understand…
Why can’t I just tell you that I care?
Why can’t I just let it loose and let you know how crazy I am about you?!
Why?
I want to embrace you!
I want to laugh with you!
I want to cry with you!
I want you!
But then… saying is all that I can do, isn’t it?!
I could buy you whatever books you want…
I could take you anywhere you want to go, whenever you want…
I could work my ass off to get you all your worldly needs…
But… what good is all that for you?
Could I really spark a light inside your heart?
Well then… I feel so useless…
And now I put up a half-fake smile and make you think I’m okay…
I HATE IT!!!
But at least now I know it’s real, because it’s starting to hurt…
hum…
u speak my mind, dit..
😀
hehe…
sayangnya kita ndak bisa “speak up our minds” kepada orangnya langsung ya…
i’ve tried once..
tetep pengen ngomong terus tapi.. nah ini yang ndak bisa.. hihi..
damn!
i’m suck!
*gubrak
mending apf
aku belom pernah bilang