Maybe Next Time…

Sunday, 21 December 2008 at 19:42 (Broken Promises, Circle of Life, Clean Start)

Yup, that’s okay. Maybe next time.

Huff… I don’t know how many times I’ve said that already. Well… what can I say… I’m not your anybody. So I guess it’s very normal for you to put me last on your priorities list.

It’s three days to Christmas, and I don’t have a clue when I’ll get to see you again. Frankly, I’m frustrated, a bit angry, and… just… inexplicably and undeniably jealous.

But hey, I’m still here, and I’m still waiting…

So, until next time… whenever that is…

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Eh… Kamu… ^_^

Wednesday, 17 December 2008 at 9:35 (Circle of Life, Clean Start)

Eh… kamu… ^_^

Lama aku nggak denger suaramu…
Lama aku nggak liat wajah riangmu…
Lama aku nggak menyeruput teh rosella sambil menikmati malam di teras depan rumahmu…

Trims sudah menyapaku pagi ini :)

P.S.: I miss you…

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Hey…

Tuesday, 16 December 2008 at 15:14 (Circle of Life, Disconcerting)

Hey hey…

Where are you?
Did you notice me standing there…

I guess not…

Hey…
Did you know?
All I want for Christmas is… you…

I guess not…

I guess you shouldn’t know…

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Bad Day

Wednesday, 10 December 2008 at 16:21 (Disconcerting, Workaholics Anonymous)

About today at work…

Simply put…

GYAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!

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Isn’t There Anything I Can Do?

Monday, 8 December 2008 at 21:43 (Circle of Life, Disconcerting)

Hey…

What happened?

Your voice is different. Your words are different. You are different. I’ve never known you so down and gloomy before. Then I read what you wrote, and it all became so much more confusing.

I know we’ve only began to know each other, and I have no right to pry into your privacy. I won’t do it. I just wish I could tell you how concerned I am about you right now. But I know too well that I must not do that, for the sake of both of us. At least not now. I hope I will be strong enough to stay away…

Isn’t there anything I can do for you?

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Wishlist

Friday, 5 December 2008 at 14:42 (Clean Start)

Tadi aku ngobrol sama temen waktu keluar makan es buah…

Aku: “Number one on my wishlist: MacBook. Eh… tapi cari yang lain aja deh, yang lebih bermakna getu…”

Temenku: “Ehm… MacBook Pro?”

Okay, I wanted to write down my wishlist. So here goes…

  1. Punya rumah sendiri di Jogja
  2. Backpacking ke Eropa, preferably with my special someone, yang ampe sekarang belum dapet-dapet juga…
  3. Punya MacBook 13″ aluminum unibody
  4. Punya anak asuh atau bisa menyekolahkan anak-anak yang nggak bisa sekolah

That’s it for now… I’ll add some more later on.

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Hey, How’s Your Day?

Wednesday, 3 December 2008 at 14:30 (Circle of Life, Clean Start)

Hey, how’s your day?

I tried to call you yesterday, but I think your cell’s turned off. Just wanted to wish you luck.

Isn’t it a wonder how simple phrases that seemed so insignificant can be an amazing encouragement when said by a particular person?

Thanks dude! Good luck to you too :)

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Mouth vs. Heart

Monday, 1 December 2008 at 10:20 (Circle of Life, Clean Start)

How about you? Have you found someone new?

Mouth: Ermmmm…. nope. Just me, myself, and I.
Heart: Yes, I did, and I’m looking at her right now.

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Thanks :)

Monday, 1 December 2008 at 9:32 (Circle of Life, Clean Start)

Thank you, for the times we had together
Thank you, for all the joy and laughter
Thank you, for the countless nonsensical things we did
Thank you, for letting me try to understand what you’re going through
Thank you, for appreciating the little things I’ve done for you

Even though I know I must not allow myself to say it
Or even show a glimpse of it in the way I look at you
Deep inside I wish that somehow you will get my message

I’m still allowed to dream, am I?

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