(NG)Kerti™

and then she said:
no comment!!!
fine. i’ll just be me…

When I don’t know what to do, what should I say?
When I doubt myself and I cry for help, how should I pray?
When the person I love puts herself in danger, how can I put all these fears away?
When trust and respect is no longer present, how can I find a way?

When friends and family doesn’t matter, then what does?
When I give my best and it doesn’t count, then what does?
When all I have done doesn’t give way, then what does?
When all the reasons doesn’t stop me from giving up, then what does?

I hope this is not one big mistake, or a disaster waiting to happen
I hope that in all His grace, the Lord stays close to me and her
I hope I can still believe, be patient, and be willing to sacrifice
I hope that in the end, I still have my precious treasure: love

Sebelas Januari Bertemu
Menjalani Kisah Cinta Ini
Naluri Berkata Engkaulah Milikku
Bahagia Selalu Dimiliki
Bertahun Menjalani Bersamamu
Kunyatakan bahwa Engkaulah jiwaku

Akulah Penjagamu
Akulah Pelindungmu
Akulah Pendampingmu
Di setiap langkah-langkahmu

Pernahku Menyakiti Hatimu
Pernah kau melupakan janji ini
Semua Karena kita ini manusia

Akulah Penjagamu
Akulah Pelindungmu
Akulah Pendampingmu
Di setiap langkah-langkahmu

Chorus:
Kau bawa diriku
Kedalam hidupmu
Kau basuh diriku
Dengan rasa sayang
Senyummu juga sedihmu adalah Hidupku
Kau sentuh cintaku dengan lembut
Dengan sejuta warna

GIGI – 11 Januari

beautiful song, touches me deeply. in remembrance of a special person…

So now, I’m going to meet you
that’s what I’ve decided
this song in my pocket
I want you to hear it

softly raising the volume
I’ve already tried and made sure

oh Good-bye days, now
there’s a feeling of change
up until yesterday, so long
because there’s a warm kindness beside me
~with you

I hand the other earphone to you
it flows slowly
this moment

are you loving well?
even though you lose your way sometimes

oh Good-bye days, now
the heart that started to change, alright
because there’s a warm kindness beside me
~with you

if possible, I’d want to
not think any sad thoughts
but you’ll show up, right?
that time, with a smile
even if you could say something like,
“Yeah hello!! my friend”
that’d be nice

when we’re humming the same song
be next to me, I wish
I’m glad I met
a warm kindness

…goodbye days

Yui – Goodbye Days

This romeo is bleeding
But you can’t see his blood
It’s nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It’s been raining since you left me
Now I’m drowning in the flood
You see I’ve always been a fighter
But without you I give up

I can’t sing a love song
Like the way it’s meant to be
Well, I guess I’m not that good anymore
But baby, that’s just me

And I will love you, baby – Always
And I’ll be there forever and a day – Always
I’ll be there till the stars don’t shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don’t rhyme
And I know when I die, you’ll be on my mind
And I’ll love you – Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I’d give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I’ve made mistakes, I’m just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you’ve been needing to hear
I’ll wish I was him ’cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby – Always
And I’ll be there forever and a day – Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There’s no price I won’t pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain’t no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We’ll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby – Always
And I’ll be there forever and a day – Always
I’ll be there till the stars don’t shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don’t rhyme
And I know when I die, you’ll be on my mind
And I’ll love you – Always

Bon Jovi – Always

This song is dedicated to a special person, with whom I once built my life and hopes with. There was once a time when we were bound by a mutual feeling. This feeling may not be mutual now, but this is all that I can give.

If only we could hold our hands and walk on the streets
Stop the time as the rain trickled down today between us and engulfed the two of us
Even under the heavy thunderstorm, I’ll shout
I want to believe in everything
I want to feel everything…
Surely, the rainbow from my tears brought the two of us together
The past, the future, all the times the two of us were laughing
When the rain stopped and you opened your eyes
It’ll be like in those days
But this time, I will be by your side
I will be by your side…